Wednesday, June 8, 2011

A Century of Loss

In the frigid glow of sundown, I staggered to the place where an old casement window mournfully overlooked the blank horizon. Memory was playing tricks on me as I could feel it's stolen card up my sleeve. The decision was then made to operate on either a whim or a tear clogged artery. One of them had to be removed and the other initiated. I have felt a century of loss in one hour. I have felt the entire history of pain in a few criminal months. The holes in my weary skin are a thousand too many. Around the block again I will go in search of something that does not exist, overturning anything with a faint glimmer. How can such an overpopulated world make you feel so alone? There is fortune hiding somewhere beneath an insurmountable boulder. It must be out there somewhere beyond the panes of this dusk. It must be out there somewhere beyond the pain of mere existence.