Suddenly, the future has opened up like a crystal ball. My head is swimming so fast, I feel that it is going to explode. I haven't felt this alive in what seems years. Maybe that eight ball was correct all along? Love, in showering optimism has fallen upon my doorstep. The guilt and the pain and the doubts have drained away. When you walked in the door the other day, my heart about stopped. Enormous waves of gilded love returned to me as your heart reminded me that this is where I want to be. I fall dizzy in my banal daily routine. I can't think straight or sleep without you near me.
When will you return? I feel it in cascades, love for you that is, brimming from every pore in my thin body. Let me give you my life, the way that we were meant to be. Let this be a promise in writing: I will make it all up to you.
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